Monday, November 30, 2009

I NEED HELP!

*Instead of writing a poem, I just wrote..*

Its alota ppl that call me
*crazy*, & I have no problem with that.. But its 2 different types of *crazy*.. 1 is insanity, the other is not understanding.. I classify myself as *misunderstood!*

I have an issue with ppl not taking me seriously, so it leads into me doing
*outrageous* things that make you think in such a way..

The majority of times you'll see me
(J.B) smiling, laughing, & most of all joking.. but behind closed doors I cant find 1 person to let errthang loose to to save my life besides God..

I have a
*BIG* issue with excuses/being let down.. My life doesn't hold nor will tolerate it.. I believe in making time & doing what you want to do.. Excuses is just something made to try to cover your ass..

I wake up early in the morning damn near err week to drive
*1 1/2 hours away* to dedicate my time to incarcerated youths facing Adult life sentences in a county jail for *FREE!* Wake up err morning creating jokes, thinking of new ways 2 entertain yall just to reach where I wanna be.. And I could giva fuck about the fame lifestyle..

*My whole reason for being here is to be a messenger*, I just so happen to be blessed to have numerous of talents that can kick down doors so I can be heard.. Besides all of that, I feel like I have no other reason of being here.. It aint cause my mama, sister, grandma, family.. Its cause I know God has installed that passion inside of me, so I chose to do so according to his will..

I have many dark days & I feel alone.. Its times when I feel like
"why am I even here? .. Nobody cares".. I have no
*REAL* ppl to turn to & that shit alone can drive u crazy..

since
*January* this year, my cell phone has gotten quiet.. I remember hitting a record breaking of not receiving 1 text or call for 2 whole weeks last month.. Sometimes I just wanna talk, but to a person with some fucking sense that think *LOGICALLY*, not strictly opinionated!

Sometimes I get tired of being me, sometimes I think about leaving the country & turning
*Muslim* like *loon*.. He looks *happy*, I wonder if I'd be/feel alot more *peaceful?* I haven't found the correct peace I been searching for in Baptist.. maybe thats y I haven't attended church in so long!?

*Sometimes I just dont know.. I just dont know man.. I just wanna get away..*

I need somebody who can put up with me, never get tired & check on me frequently.. somebody who dont overlook me..

I dont know man.. I just need some fucking help, & *God* is a constant struggle to depend on when u cant see, touch, feel, or hear em.. I'm just sayin!

*But I'm NOT insane.. Or maybe I am? ... Never mind, dont pay me no fuckin attention!*

Monday, November 16, 2009

LMFAO FEAT LIL JON

Some ppl tell me they dont like this *song*.. I kinda like it, I think its exits your mind off the *hood/street* shit & just tells you to have fun.. Even though *Lil Jon* aint out like he used to be.. He still made this song *Hot* to me.. *Very Diverse*

Friday, November 13, 2009

TAKE IT BACK

Taking it back 2 when *Nickelodeon* was actually *The Shit*

OLD SCHOOL.. CUTTIN MY HAIR!

Heres an old school clip of when I used 2 have hair.. This is when my *Video Saga* started..

Thursday, November 12, 2009

THE GENDER FIGHT BREAKDOWN

Ok lets break this down shall we? In this video we see 2 *Basic* teens arguing over somethin stupid.. Eventually the boy ended up punching the girl, then *Bodying* her on the ground..

The nigga seemed kinda lame & was obviously showing out but you can see where he told the girl to *gone somewhere* when he was tired of arguing & she put her hand in his face..

Now he aint have 2 react the way he did *He was WRONG* .. But all I'm saying is the girl *Knew* when it was time 2 back down but she wasnt smart enough to break her *Pride* so the results ended up as a *FAIL* on her behalf! lol

LEAVE MIKE ALONE!

Yeah Mike done got *arrested* again by da *Pigs* but we gotta give da man some credit.. He's been doin good lately & at least the brother has been tryin 2 change his attitude.. Once I heard this story I said *I bet the paparazzi was fuckin wit em* .. and sho nuff it was *TRUE*

I just hope *Oprah* understands this incident because she seemed to be pretty sympathetic for *Mike* ... We all like to be nosy & see whats happening in the *Celebrity* spotlight .. But sometimes these *Paparazzis* be fuckin wit ppl till they snap and this time they picked the right one!

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

PERSONAL THANK YOU!

Lately pretty much everybody seen my *Trey Songz Invented Sex Parody* .. It has pretty much went global in the black community being featured on sites such as *Worldstarhiphop.com/NecoleBitchie.com/TreySongz.com* and many others..

I must say that I am somewhat happy but not as happy as I'd like to be.. Like The Great *Michael Jackson* said *"I'm a perfectionist, I will never be satisfied"* .. Thats how I feel.. I in noway shape of form feel like I'm the *shit* because of my internet spark.. Kuz at the end of the day *Most* of these ppl are going to forget I even exist after this video..

Thats why I never settle & always drive *110%* in *Everything* I do.. I refuse for u ppl to forget about me.. And for the ppl that just think I'm plain *Crazy/nut/aint got em all* .. Well, just keep on thinking that.. U just haven't picked up on the big plot I've been trying to master thats all..

I just wanna say thank u to everybody that supported me since day 1 & the little fan base I have.. This wont be the last big spark for me, it'll be a hell of a lot more.. and eventually I'm gone prove *EVERYBODY* wrong that I can make success outside of the internet..

*But once again I just wanna take this humble time out to say thank u to all*